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| 02:47am 04/12/2004 |
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mood:  cynical music: Tori Amos - Raspberry Swirl (but this time it's from a mix, not the album)
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I've written more lately, but in all honesty I'm too lazy to post them on the site. That and busy with school stuff, and company.
Think fast. *PIEINTHEFACE* |
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| 02:00am 29/11/2004 |
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mood:  horny music: Tori Amos - Liquid Diamonds
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Welp, there's another egg just got smashed on the floor at CSL. Check her out in the poetry section, she's called -Through the Cracks- .
Back to the slave-driver that is procrastinatory guilt.
Sloppy, perverted kisses for everyone :D
-Jacki |
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| new short story |
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| 03:24pm 24/11/2004 |
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mood:  mischievous music: No Doubt - Spiderwebs
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I fixed the problem with the flash bar on the site, forgot to move everything over, lol. It's working now.
Don't download anything from my site, (e.g. IEPlugin from some scoobydoo site?? wtf?) It's all pop-up related stuff that I can't get rid of. I hate that. I need to get my own domain name.
Anyway, I've written somthing of a short story just now, which you can access by finding the flash bar at the very bottom of the page. Scroll past all of the poem titles. You'll see it.
The story is called ^True Love^.
(My daydreams just keep getting weirder. I'd be a millionaire if I could burn the products of my imagination on DVD and sell them, words aren't always thorough enough, and when they are, something's lost anyway.)
Cheers. |
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| a rabbit's ears...seven black spots...clear |
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| 02:02am 21/11/2004 |
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mood: mischievous music: Blast Away (still playing in my mind)
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I think the candy tastes sweeter when the wrapper is still on, so I haven't removed the garish, flashing "new" signs from yesterday's poetry.
However, I've added two new territories to explore, with ^Prisms^ and ^Loup Hole^ as well as a swamp to wade through, ^Blast Away^ which can be found in the SONGS section of the site.
Sadly, I'm still illiterate when it comes to writing music, so you'll have to wait something of an eternity before you can discover what sweet sounds are dancing between my ears.
You'll find that I'm shifting gears lately, as some of my recent poetry, like Loup Hole, is written in...well, not my typical style of writing. It seems that I'm slipping into a (fancifully flawed) iambic pentameter mode, which has thrown off my variable rhythm of freestyle poetry, and it's almost difficult for me to read it after I've written it, so I hope it doesn't bother you, my careful observers.
Pack an extra pair of socks, you're bound to need them when you follow me out of it. |
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| This is my salvation, for your salivation. |
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| 09:02pm 19/11/2004 |
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mood: Have to Pee music: Tori Amos - Black-Dove (January)
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The mill is churning for you tonight, my lovely, devoted fans...
I'm opening myself to you with every cryptic word.
Come to tonight's Soiree and sample what's on tap:
~The Fall (from righteousness)~
~ Causality ~
~Sixteen Colours~
As always, it's on the house.
I added ~Red~ too, because though I didn't like it at the time, I think it's pretty now...It doesn't do her any justice...maybe I'll perfect it another time. Taste it, let me know what you think. |
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| Lonely, Two-Legged Creatures |
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| 04:56am 19/11/2004 |
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mood:  weird music: Strongbad - The System is Down
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My, my...are you darlings ever in for a treat when I get myself organized. It's been an interesting week. |
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| Winter doldrums are creeping in, I'm comfortable in my stasis. |
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| 12:44am 08/11/2004 |
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mood:  lethargic music: Taproot - Poem
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Life is too easy to live when you let it drift by...I feel like I'm not doing anything, and really I'm not. I can't...I'm on pause...I know there's something wrong, because it feels so right. *sigh*
See the new poem: Living 'Cuz I'm Alive (It's really not very good, but I wrote it, so it goes up.)
Also, check out one of my oldies...Meaningless Emotion, it's about 20 pages prior, which is about 80 poems further down the list. It's short and sweet and actually quite poignant to me right now. Enjoy.
*update*
Ah, here we are...two much better pieces to supplement the first. These two started off as only one, but I decided that the beginning and end didn't fit together at all, so I just continued adding more until they seemed complete in and of themselves. Love them.
- A Menu of Death, Rebirth and Renewal-
- Terminally Ill - (somehow I think i've called something else by this title before, but I didn't see one when I checked)
Ah hell, here's one more, just to keep you guessing.
-The Beach- (this is my favourite one tonight, and probably my last, since I should be sleeping) |
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| Wake up and stop shaking / Cuz you're just wasting time |
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| 05:35pm 02/11/2004 |
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mood:  hungry music: Marilyn Mason - Dried up, Tied and Dead to the World
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There's another freshly baked treat waiting for you in my poem kitchen, for those of you who care to read it. It's called Hydroplaning, it's along the same theme as the previous two, and it'll probably be the last one on the subject. Enjoy! |
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| 05:29pm 31/10/2004 |
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mood:  lonely music: Radiohead - Creep
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Well I'm pretty fucked up right now, so get 'em while they're fresh. Two brand new poems are up at the Cosmic Soiree. |
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| 03:20pm 26/10/2004 |
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mood:  bored music: Dresden Dolls - Coin Operated Boy
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I've taken down the main page so it's just a bunch of words and a flash bar for now. I don't have time to do anything else, I just needed change.
I also updated my profile, which usually only happens when I remember in like february that i had a birthday...ha. I took down my cheesy love song because although it's one of my favourites, it was really really out of place for a long time, to begin with.
I wish I could learn to write music properly. I never got past my first lesson so I always write b-a-b--...b-a-c-d... stuff like that, which is totally lame and code for the note structure with bass clefs and quarter notes and stuff...very fallible, and i always lose the rhythm. If I ever learn how, i'll probably post the music up with the lyrics, because I'm the only one who knows how it's supposed to sound, haha.
I want to make "music video" style flash animations for my poetry.
I came up with a couple of good ideas for flash animations this weekend (thanks to Spencer and Suzanne for one) so I'll be having fun once these damn tests are over.
Keep an eye out for depressing poetry about unrequited love, but I'll probably be one of those things that I never get around to doing, because most of it is pen-and-paper prose right now, and by the time I get around to it, I won't have the state of mind to write it as honestly as it's coming to me now.
*scurries off to study* |
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| New sections again!? |
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| 12:26pm 21/10/2004 |
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mood:  busy music: Deadsy - Mansion World
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I'm considering putting up a section on CSL dedicated to my more thoughtful prose. I may actually take the site down and completely rework it for that end, though. I just have so many opinions, ideas, theories, and complete bullshit that I really enjoyed writing...or (most of it actually) is still floating around my brain cluttering up my thought processes. I think it would be a great thing for me to get it all down in a solid concrete format and open it up to discussion by posting it online. I'll probably avoid posting my science ISU essay from ninth grade and other crap like that, but some of it may be reproductions of scholarly persuits ;)
What do you think of this idea? Is it stretching the boundaries of a "literary" site too far? Obviously my visual arts section kinda blew that already though... Opinions please.
( Details... )
Anyway, like I said earlier...comments, questions, concerns...ideas, please leave a comment ;) thanks. |
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| New stuff, page 44 |
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| 03:17pm 12/10/2004 |
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mood:  predatory music: MM - lunchbox
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Posted a new poem about spending my birthday alone... "The Unwatched Flame" check it out. |
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| FLASH!! |
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| 02:07pm 03/10/2004 |
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mood: bored music: [Minus.Driver] - Light Years
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I added a section to the site for my flash animations, which so far includes the whole sum of TWO. Feel free to give me ideas for more animations, because if something strikes me funny, I'll probably try to portray it there. Look for a new animation called ROADKILL, because if I have any spare time in the next couple of weeks I'll probably make that one first.
Also, I've changed the flash button menu from the main page and added it to each page throughout the site. (actually I'm not quite done that part yet, this entry is taking place in media's res.) I added quite a few new links to the menu, including one to this very livejournal. Now there are a total of 12 (count 'em twelve!) options to click on, AND that means you can access the guestbook from every page! No more excuses, people! I think it will make navigation in general much easier, as long as you can see flash, lol.
Eventually I'll probably switch to frames, so the navbar doesn't have to be on every page...that will improve load time too, but until then, I'm doing things the hard way, copy-paste, baby yeah!
I put up a links page that I haven't actually put any links on yet, so if you go there you'll get to see all of the default Angelfire links, which will be amusing nonetheless. I plan on featuring my favourite online writers, artists, animators, etc. as well as my frequent webhaunts (games, forums, etc) and general links on topics that I find interesting. I may even include a wishlist of links to pictures of material objects that I would own if I had the money for it, but we'll see about that, hahaha.
The visual arts section is still under construction, as well as the flash and links sections, and they will be for a while to come. I don't know what I'm going to do with them yet, since I don't want to continue with the standard format that the rest of my site follows...I should probably consider the stories section under construction too, since I'm still not satisfied with it...but who really cares anyway? I don't have a large fan base to cater to.
Drop by and sign my guestbook to let me know what you think of the changes or leave your suggestions right here in my comments box. |
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| I wrote a shitload of poetry today |
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| 12:16pm 26/09/2004 |
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mood:  crushed music: Over The Stars - Immortalize
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Seems like the last thing I wanted was exactly what I needed, and so I'm adding four brand-spanking-new poems to my site. (plus two that I wrote earlier this month and was too lazy to put up)
Take a sneak- peak if you want to (or if you get impatient waiting for my internet connection to let me update.)
I'm eventually going to type up my mysteriously misplaced stories from Writer's Craft, so stay tuned for that, as well.
( Tantrum )
( My Disease )
( commercial break )
( Temporally Unjustified ) |
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| Just a post to say I've posted. |
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| 12:31am 21/09/2004 |
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mood:  embarrassed music: my speakers made some weird buzzing a few minutes ago...
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Yes, yes, bitch at me all you want, I have easily destructible standards. Indeed, I finally caved. HOWEVER, I don't intend to use this as a personal daily diary, or a place to write about things that I don't want to write about in deadjournal, so forget about it. I'm a deadjournalian for life! (or at least until they drop the site.)
I figure eventually I'll make this into a web log for my updates and shit on my website, (hence the name corresponding to the site and not one of my other frequent usernames), but for now it's just an easier way to keep track of my friends with livejournals (mainly you, Sara...you and your friends only bullshit!) This will be more convenient than checking Andy's friends list all the time as I've been doing since he leased his soul to LJ.
P.s. I added as many people as I recognised...if I missed you, and you found me instead, let me know and I'll add you as soon as I notice... OR if I've added you to my friends list and you don't like the idea of me spying, then feel free to comment on this, or email me and I'll take you off the list, without peeking. I promise. (I don't want you all to go friends-only just because of me! Yeah, as if I have that impact on anyone. I'm not full of myself, am I? ) |
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